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13, 14 & 21 FEB...

2009-02-23T07:59:00.000-08:00

Bi has been telling me to blog so here we go...(:

Lets start on 13 of february..its the day when i turn 21..haha..yeah..its my birthday..Nothing much happen actually..Went to bugis to meet mum and bro to have lunch with them..Mum treat us to pastamania..(its halal now between..hehe)..cause its my birthday..hehehe...i ate chicken pasta...mum and bro ate coriander chicken pizza...it was quite nice actually the pizza..until we order two pizza..one is the 12 inch size..the other is 7 inch..hehehe..very GELOJOH right..hahaha..but its very nice thats why we ate two pizza..after that we went to funan...went to challenger..to buy some stuff...mum brought for my bro an ipod...and i help to myself to a set of guitar hero world tour..hehehe...it comes with a drum set a guitar..the game itself and a microphone..hehehe..after that went straight home...was suppose to go to this bbq for my secondary school..but didnt went cause was stuck with playing with the guitar hero..hehe...damn fun i tell you..hehe..my bro went for the bbq instead..haha..

Then the next day..was valentine day i went out with Bi..we didnt really celebrate valentine actually as it goes aganist our religion..we celebrate my bdae..hehe..i wont forget this day..Bi bought alot of present for me...one of the present was a flower and a teddy bear in it..hehe..and she also wrote a card..will post the pic..we meet up at clementi to eat at ramen ten...it was like hei sushi..but the taste was not as good as hei sushi ah..but none the less it was okay la..bi did not eat much..guess the taste wasnt that good thats why she did not eat..then we decide to go to marina square..and off we go..when we reach there we wanted to watch movie there..but didnt get to watch it as all the show was almost full..was wuite piss off actually..but nvm la..we then walk around marina square..then Bi suddenly give me the present when we were standing at the railing..was kinda touching ah..hehehe..(blushing)..then i didnt know what to give to her..so i look around..i saw soo kee jewellery..then i tot of buying us couple ring..we didnt really went to the soo kee jewellery shop...cause it was too expensive...we just went to this jewellery shop..buy a couple ring that is nt to expensive..hehehe..it look nice with the diamond..hehee...then we walk2 around and saw famous amos..i wanted to buy the cookies as they are delicious..suddenly bi wanted to buy also..at first she didnt want..hahah..she bought the cookies and a container with a heart shape..she give it to me..she say that instead of buying me a cake she bought me this..haha..after that went to starbuck..had some drink..lepak2 for a while..while we were sitting down we look around..as we didnt want to go home early.we decide to go to clark quay..we didnt walk much there..Bi wanted to watch people riding the Gmax..we waited and waited but the thing did not do anything..hahaha..in the end we give up and went to central look around..as most of the shop was close we decide that we go home..as both of us was already tired...haha..

ON 21st feb..which is last sat..was kinda of piss of with bi..but nvm la..dnt want to think about it..on that day went out to sentosa..when we wanted to go out it was already raining heavily..it kinda damp our mood a little..wwe took the bus to woodlands..and look at the bus directory..actually we haven decided whether wanted to go sentosa or not...after much consideration we then decide to go ahead...we took the 963 bus..went we reach there..bi wanted to ride the cable car to go to sentosa..but it was raining...she scared stg happen if we took the cable..so we decide to take the bus..the sales gal was kind of actin seh..like want to sepak only..haha..bt nvm la..when we reach there..but i was abit shock...cause sentosa had change alot since she last came to sentosa...hehe..yeah..things change alot..i also dnt know..hahah..we walk2 around the siloso beach...Bi wanted to ride the skyride and play the luge..but she was scared...hahah..as we walk i suggested to her to go watch song of the sea...as i haven watch it yet..hehehe..we went to the ticket counter..Bi saw this sign board where it say that if we got the song of the sea tickets..we can get 3 dollar off from certain place of interest..so we decide to go to the merlion as it was cheaper..hehe..after we bought the tickets we took the tram and look around the beach..took alot of pic as we go...after the tram we went to the merlion..took alot of pic there too..haha...the view up at the merlion was magnificient...see the ocean and the ship..it was an epic moment..hahha..then we went down to see the show it was very nice with alot of effect...will post the pic ltr..after that we went home..

thats it for this blog..

thank you very much to all for all that he have given me..

thank you for the love...

lets spread the love everyone...(:

i DO NOT KNOW..

2009-02-09T07:38:00.000-08:00

I dont know hy but i just feel like blogging today..i know that its been centuries since i last blog..just plain lazy or what also i dnt know why i didnt blog..its been like one month i have never blog..during this time alot of things happen..nots say alot la..but a few things happen...two of my relative died...last month and just recently pass away..may god forgive their sins..amin...

watch a few movie with Bi..trying to balance my life between my family...with Bi, frenz and work...i dnt know why 7 days a week is like not enuf for me...its like 7 days for me is not enuf..i know it may sound crazy but thats how i feel...

just recently finish my attachment..alhamdulilah..didnt happen much on the last day of my attachment...just that they give me more work and i have to finish it..ahaha..funny..cause during the first two month they did nt give me much work but towards the end they give me alot of work..hahaa..life have been great with Bi..there is up and down..sometime angry with her and sometime she is amgry with me...i know alot of it is my fault...nvr tell her that im going out..really sorry BI...my uncle saw me and BI the other day he was walking infront of me but i didnt see him..haha..sorry paman..im going to be 21 soon...suppose to be a happy thing but instead i feel stress..cause i know its another step in my life and another stone of responsibility on my shoulder..hiaz..i dnt know but i dnt feel happy about it...there is alot of thing in my mind right know..when i think of all this thing...i really dnt know what to do..haiz dnt know la..let it be...

the other day went to mount faber with my frenz..suhaili, din, bryant, my bro, mak ngah and tini...it was quite scary actually when going up the hill..luckily it wasnt that dark until you cnt see your hands...before going up the hill we went to this hill where there is i an old apartment..where it looks like those apartment in england..white..very old school..the place was very quiet althought there is people living there...i cnt see the people there.hahaha..quuite scary..hahaha..oohh ya...bought an ipod last week..hehehe...Bi accompany me to buy the ipod...BI wanted an ipod also...heehe..insyallah i will buy her an ipod..i choose the color blue..haha..dnt know why i choose the color...guess bi like blue so i bought the color blue..hehe..after bought the ipod when to watch movie..we watch bride wars...hahaha..the show was very funny...recommand people to watch it...haha...:)

i know that im being quite random today..im just writting what is in my mind..dnt know what to talk about actually...hahaha..

MISs Bi Alot..(:

thank you allah for all that you have given me...

lets all spread the love...(:

this world really needs love....dnt remind me of what happen at palestine...

2009..NEW YEAR..NEW BEginning..

2009-01-11T08:08:00.000-08:00

hey..whats up everyone..at last im blogging..hahaha...alot of things have happen during the year 2008...i have learn alot from there...from things about life to things about myself...its a period when i know im growing up to be someone...knowing my priorites...its a year where i learn what life is almost all about...there was alot of up and down..heartbreak..falling in love...sweet and bitterness was felt during those period of time...it was also a period where i met someone..who i fall in love deeply...which i think will last for quite sometime..:)

During the new year i went to pulau ubin with my night safari frenz....same like the new year of 2008..hahaha..but this time i went with suhaili..my bro and mak ngah..everyone was very tired after the trip to pulau ubin..hahaa..but it was fun and enjoy able..the first food that i ate during the yr 2009 was big breakfast meal..haha..last was only nasi lemak..haha..what an upgrade..hahaha..

the other day went out with Bi family..went to changi beach..to bbq with their family...kind of kene bully ah during that trip..hehe..but it was ok...her family was very nice....especial her mum..hehe..went out frm morning to nite..hehe..i was the only guy who wear shrit seh during the trip all the other guys was very sopan..wear long pants...i was like a mat rap there seh..haha..but nvm la..there is some pic of me with bi...and yeah..haven intro my BI..hehe...BI is actually my gf..her name is shahidah..same school as me..but different course...

okay la..this is it from me...thank you...
LOve you Bi....
thank you allah for what you have given me..
dont forget spread the love..babe..

Appreciation..

2008-12-17T06:46:00.000-08:00

ap⋅pre⋅ci⋅a⋅tion
1.
gratitude; thankful recognition: They showed their appreciation by giving him a gold watch.
2.
the act of estimating the qualities of things and giving them their proper value.
3.
clear perception or recognition, esp. of aesthetic quality: a course in art appreciation.
4.
an increase or rise in the value of property, goods, etc.
5.
critical notice; evaluation; opinion, as of a situation, person, etc.
6.
a critique or written evaluation, esp. when favorable.

APPRECIATION...

what does the word man to you..

do you practise this word...

how do you practise it...

why some people dont practise this word...

its a question worth asking to most people...sometime people just say that they appreciate something but in the end they dont..i got saw this poster somewhere on the westside...it say "to appreciate is to understand"...meaning to appreciate something you must understand that thing or someone..sometimes its diffcult to understand something..like geography..i dont understand a thing..thats why i dont appreciate it..and thats why i fail the subject..hahaha..i guess that why thing happen the way things are...you dont understand..you dont appreciate it..irony...haha..

Been sometime since i last blog...hahaha..as usual..either lazy or busy with work...work sees to be getting busier this days...just finish handing up my report....all last min do..hand up on last mon..wanted to meet some frenz.but they were not around..cause it was school holiday...haha..never mind..

went to kuala lumpur last sat and sun.to attend a family wedding..been sometime since i last step kuala lumpur...alot have change i saw..took some pic of the wedding.and my family..cool thing..wanted to take some pic at the klcc..but kinda lazy..cause when i went there it was night and i didnt bring my camera along..haha...overall it was nice...the wedding and the view at kl...didnt explore much...was at the wedding all day...MENDAK...some pic i took at the wedding a myself.haha

peace everyone..

thank you allah..for all that you have given me..

sorry bi cause i always hurt you feeling..love ya..

alrite that it...thnkyou all...

dont forget to spread the love..

JOY....

2008-11-20T07:09:00.000-08:00

helo...helo...whats up..i have been busy this few days with work and friends...going out here and there..always reach home late..hahaha..
went to watch movie with bi the other day..
watch madgascar..damn funny la seh the movie..
laugh with bi togather2..haaha...send her home after that..
oohh..ya..work been really pack this two weeks....
i have been given alot of work to do lately..
so yeah dont complain about it hafiz...hahaha..*-
next week im going to teach or do a presentation something like that la...
to a group of people from singtel about the equipment that my company is using..
so cool shit y'all..very nervous actually...
my supervisor will be there to look at me and see how good i am...
like damn stress la seh..hahaa..
yeah anyway pictures above is from the trip the other day when i went to punggol with my night safari frenz..
so enjoy the pics..spread the love dont forget..(-:

Fun

2008-11-11T06:58:00.000-08:00

hey..its been quite awhile i sinces i last blog...

okay i will try to have a better english in my blog now..

i realize alot of people complain about my eng being suck..

i know guys thanks..hahah..

this pass few weeks have been trying to keep myself busy...

just wan to have fun..

last week when to birdpark with mak ngah..dewi cartini putri chumali(thats her real name..i think if that the correct spelling..haha..) and suhaili

took alot of pic..nice ones..

like the waterfall pictures..

i turn out awesome..

seriously i tell you..

for couple who like to chill out..

that is the place to go...

can enjoy the nature there..if you like..:)

then just this week fri..went to watch late night movie..

this time i got told my mum i come home very late..

so yeah..nothing happen like in the past.

hahaha..the movie i watch was REC..

quite scary the movie..cover my face with newspaper.

hahaha..

my brother even worse cover his face with my arm..hahaha..

damn scary and funny also..

the next day wen to watch the popbrother jamming sessions..

suppose to help them take band pic.

but the drum wanted to watch Manchester united vs arsenal..

dont want to talk about that match...SUCK!!!!!!!!!

after that we went to marina barrage to lepak there and see the scenery..

that is also another place to "lepak"...

with nice scenery and relaxing atmosphere..

cool shit y'all...

the next day was the most "gerek" day..

it was on sun..

went for jamming session with mak ngah..my bro..suhaili and asyruf...

play the song damnit by blink 182..

and another song that mak ngah created by herself..just random song i think..

hahahaha..

after finish jamming session went to punggol..

to have our photo shoot..

supposely to go this hunted house..

which we did..but the it was almost maghrib already..so we didnt went inside the house..

jus took some pic outside the house...

another awsome pictures man..

some of the pic above nt all...will post soon..

thats all from me now..

take care..dont forget to spread the love..

Selenger..

2008-10-21T02:31:00.000-07:00

haiz..i dont know why but this pass few days i have been very selenger(blur2)..from reading people messages to talking to people..haiz..damn paiseh really..hahaha..but nvm la..use to it already..guess that part of me..selengerness..hahaa..remember someone always call me that..hahaa..SELENGER!!!!..hahaha..

life has been smooth sailing this pass few days..

fri went to tini netball game..

then went to night safari to ride the horror tram..

then sat went jln raya with madrasah frenz..

sun didnt go anywhere..stay at home relax..s

uppose to go out with mashafiz jln raya.

.but was really tired..so just stay at home...sorry bro..

his bdae was last tue..dont know what to buy for him actually..maybe buy him an oldie watch..cost about 30 bucks i think..haha...

Anyway life of an engineer suck..dont want to work as an engineer in the future..

thats confirm...:D

lets spread the love.. pictures above..

Two Days..

2008-10-13T19:26:00.000-07:00

hey..hi..whats..this is my latest blog..like always never write in my blog for sometime..lazy i guess or dont know what to type inside..but for the pass few days quite a few things happen..Like last sat went out with my frenz watch housebunny..funny la sia..okay la..the gals was quite hot..i admit..with big boobs and nice butt..i cnt deny that..but the good thing about the movie was that not about the looks of the people but instead about the moral story of the show..that looks does play an important part in life but so is the heart..i mean how the person is inside..the morale and stuff..its like hot gals and guys can get attach easy casue of their looks..but not good looking gals or guys..but then again that does not mean if you have the looks you can get the gal or guy you want..like what the show is telling me..but overall had the movie was nice, funny..had a great laugh..thats was on sat..

Then on sun went out jalan raya with my night safari frenz..hahaha..had a lot of fun..just to go out jalan raya with them i rented a Nikon D300 camera with a canon fisheye lens(to use for my canon camera)..its cost me about 160 dollars ah...mum scolded me for that..wasting money she say..but dont care la..i had alot of fun playing with the camera..the pic was damn nice la seh..i really like the color..freaking sweeeeet sah!!!!hahahaa..the effect of the fisheye wasnt that realy stunning ah but it was nice..you can see the pic above..cool shit..going to borrow that fisheye again this sat maybe..to go jalan raya with my madrasah frenz..maybe only..hahaha..went to only 4 house i think..tini house was the first..then it was my house..then din and suhaili..after jln raya went to work..haha..damn tired ah..hahha..anyway it wa fun..

alrite thats it for this blog..damn long sia..haha..

thank you allah for what you had done for me..

dont forget to spread the love..

I want you to stay...

2008-10-10T02:29:00.000-07:00

I love you so much and I don't know whyI love you so much that it makes me cry

But I'm never gonna break down in front of you

Cause I never want you to know the truth

I never wanted to lose you

And I cant handle the pain

I never thought I'd go through

Those kind of feelings again

I don't wanna say I'm sorry

Just to look like a fool

But sorry is the only word

I can think of to say to you

I thought I never loved you anyway

But I need you to stay

I want you to be in my life

I wanna make things right

I was so scared of losing you

That I pushed you away

Now all I can do

Is beg you to please stay

You're the one that I miss

But you don't care and i understand

Well i guess its over, good bye baby ,I'm not gonna cry

Anymore

AWAY....

2008-10-02T09:18:00.000-07:00

This pic some up my day somehow...

i dont know why but it felt gloomy...

SUNSET

2008-09-27T23:13:00.000-07:00

hey..hi..whats up been a long time since i post a blog..sorry ah been busy with some stuff..life as per normal though..attachment and stuff.actually i got a list of things that i want to do and things that i want to buy..but my bro say dont put it ah like your wishing list to die..hahaha..true2..but anyway life goes on no matter what obstacle it may come..haha..anyway below is a pic when i took b4 breakfast..so enjoy..peace..and dont forget to spread th love..
hahaa.. thank you allah
MIssing you BAby...

LIFE...

2008-09-08T05:55:00.001-07:00

This are the two pic i took smlm just b4 buka puasa..hahaha..sempatt..haha..can you guys out there help me choose which is a nicer pic and tell me why???..thank you...i make someone angry again today i guess..seriously im not good with words..im not a funny guy..i dont know how to make people laugh no matter how hard i try...but in the end i make people angry instead..haiz..thats how i am i guess...stupid and dumb..hahaha..very low self-confidence..i dont know how to make this person happy..no matter how hard i try...always try to make this person happy..but instead make this person angry..im like wth la hafiz..you always do and say the wrong thing..i think you better keep quiet and dont talk better..hahaha..i guess thats the way i am a very quiet person..ya..last time im very quiet person..dont like to talk much..prefer to listen to people talk then im the one talking...what i want for this person is just to be happy..just want to see the smile on the hot face and lips thats all..haiz..anyway..i had stg to do at work today...im like thank god..seriously..im bored to death this pass few days at work..as you can see in my previous post..bt its data entry..hahaha..but still its better than nothing..hahaha..thank you allah..i know that im not your greatest servant but i will try my best to do my job as a muslim..

thank you allah..
i miss you baby..hehe((:

Geylang Serai

2008-09-06T09:14:00.000-07:00

Geylang serai..is a place where alot of malay people will come and buy all their baju kurung or baju melayu..its place which is vibrant with alot of this happening...alot of food of different variety is there..i want there today with mashafiz..just the two of us..sedih..tapi benar..hahaha...like gay partner when we go out togather..haha.before that meet fatin and syahirah.follow them went for shopping..at bugis junction...walk2..talk2..me and mashafiz disturb syahirah until very the rabak...i think she got very piss of with the both of us ah.. but sorry ah syahirah..we like to disturb you ah..so i suggest if next time dont go out with us..hahaha.after walk2 at bugis ent to masjid sultan the bazar there..the place is almost the sameas geylang serais.bt lesser stalk ah..hehehe..me and mashafiz follow the two gals bought some food for buka puasa.after that they went home..me and mashafiz went to geylang serai..to break our fast..i eat mee goreng..there was alot of ppl there ah.susah nk cari tempat mkn after mkn then walk2 at there.bought dendeng my favour.then after that went home..hahaha..that is my lifefor todayhaha..better then the last few days at work..hahah..boring.alrite..bye2..spread the love dont forget..ahaha..

I LOVE YOU

2008-09-04T09:37:00.000-07:00

i love you..its just a phase that every couple would say to each other..be it to express their depth love for each other or just plain three words...to me this three words mean alot to me..its a sense of bond between people..it may make people close or separate from each other.depend on everyone perspectives..how they see this three words...i say this to the one i love..even to my mum..i love you mum..bt once a year ah..during hari raya only..hehehe..to my bro....?!..i think better not..later he thinks im gay...but i do love my bro..he the only bro i have..we may joke around but we are close i think..i love you mum..i love you bro..i love you BaBy...and i love you to grandma...you mean alot to me...you teach me abt he right and wrong...if nt beacuse of all of you life would be meaning less to me.thank you for your support..let love be share to all...let spread love to this world..let love spread to this generation and the next..love forever...damn jiwang ah!!! and by the way life today was quite okay at work..did some job..didnt sleep the whole day..at night go sembahyang terawih...best kepe...tmr going out with my poly frenz.atlast go somewhere..it been ages since i go out..okay.tu bedek ah..bt still im going out tmr..hahaha..sat going geylang..nt find gal ah..find dengdeng...hahahaha..cool man..peace.let spread the love..

Boring at work..

2008-09-02T06:42:00.000-07:00

Haiz..for the pass two days im having my attachment..very boring..been reading..reading and reading..all the way..haiz..did play some game on the computer..but damn boring ah..nothing else to do.i guess its been just few days im been there so there is nothing much i can do..haiz..the company that im have been attach to is ST electronic..sound cool ah..but kinda stress i see the people there..running here and there..going to the site..ohh..yeah..im actually in the Transport Biz Unit(TBU)..the department that im in is currently doing communication system at the new circle line mrt..its basically install equipment that help to generate signal so that people using 2G or 3G phone can have reception underground cool right?? But the equipment that they use is quite complicated ah..alot of wiring and cabling and stuff..theory..BORING!!!!!!overall its boring..been sleeping instead of reading...i seriously cant read man..if i read i will feel sleepy..hahaha..alright lastly..i would like to say thank you to eeqa for doing this blog for me..cant stop saying thank you...hehehe...

THERE IS UP AND DOWN

2008-08-31T03:55:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was suppose to be a fun day..went out with mashafiz family..was very funny ah the family..they kutuk the mother like hell..but not till the extreme ah..the mother was also selenger ah(sorry makcik..haha)people say one thing she say another..hahaha..i was laugh all the way ah..damn kekek ah..the father at there relax only.haha..but he was also a joker ah..hahaha..had a free treat to seoul garden..hehehe..damn paiseh ah...but okay la..hehe..after that i parted with the family went to watch baybeats..wanted to watch this band i forget how to spell the name...but miss the time slot when they performing..DAMN!!!!!the band was cool ah..play death metal song if im not wrong but the whole band was cool..from the drummer to the guitarist..the basses..to the singer..hahaha..cool..dok..haha..after that went to night safari to have late night supper with all my workmate at newton..that was another cool bunch of people..ahahaha..laughing all the way..after supper watch movie at 315 am in the morning..this movie hunting party..kental movie i can say..it was m18..but my bro still went in coz he look like he was 21..hahaa..thats when the bad part comes in..after the movie..it was 5am in the morning already..my bro look at his phone and saw 15 miss call from my mum..my bro call her and when she wanted to talk to me..i could her she was crying..i straight away ask my bro to go home..i knew she was damn disappointed with me and my bro...iim very sorry mum..i know im not a good son..when reach hm i could see tears running down her chick...tears also run down my chicks...i really regretted watching that movie which is not nice and make my mum cry because of it..i guess its my fault...im to blame for it..im really sorry...there is some pic i took along the way...

Pic i took la sat..

2008-08-24T06:54:00.000-07:00

this is some of the pic i took last sat..tot of going to esplanade to watch firework..but in the end watch kallang roar...it was a nice movie ah..got me abit motivated..hahaa..dollah kassim..kim soon..mat noh..rajagopal..some of the great name in singapore football...UNTUK BANGSA DAN NEGARA...MAJULAH..this is the words that got me motivated watching this movie...damn cool la..bulu romer naik babe..haaha..after watch movie went to esplanade to meet my bro...esplanade was damn pack ah...difficult to walk seh... after that took some pic at esplanade..then went home..ahaha..overall was cool ah..haha..sorry i did not post this pass few days..had some problem this pass few days thats why dont feel like posting..sorry...

SORRY seems to be the hardest word

2008-08-12T17:56:00.000-07:00

People say that sorry seems to be the hardest word but to me its just s word that i always say to people.I say sorry cause I am scared that i did something wrong or say something wrong to people..I am just a simple person actually nothing much that i need. i got a nice mum(and i dont really listen to her)..a cool bro..(member confirm kembang)..a very kind family and very cool friends..But there is something in me that i feel lost..i cant seems to put the words to it..thats is why i guess i always saying sorry to people...all the people around me are nice and kind to me..But there is a constant fear in me that I may hurt their feeling that i dont know about..that is why i prefer to keep quiet always rather than talk alot...cause i may accidentally hurt people feeling when i say something...ya..sometime i do put people feeling above mine..but sometime i dont care about people feelings and when that happen i may hurt them..but after that i feel bad..and i say sorry to them...cause if i am angry..its just at that moment...and i would not continue on...thinking about it and stuff..life is short..and i am trying to make full use of it....like what my bro say life is short lets enjoy it as much as we can...why be pity about such little stuff.i am sorry if say anything wrong....peace:)